BULLY

O.K., I’ll admit it – instead of working on my ongoing essay or story I’ve been playing the video game Bully. Sorry, but it’s such a great game, probably my favorite of all time. What I like about it is exactly what the cultural puritans hate about it – it takes place not in a weird fantasy or sports world like most games, but in an exaggerated version of a place I know only too well, a prep school. While the average video player would like to be a knight with a big sword, a grizzly guy with a big gun, or a football player with big biceps, Bully answers a deeply held fantasy of mine, one that gamers are too young to have – to start again, to be young again knowing what I now know. Adolescence is the most charged time of our lives, one in which everything seems possible, when love or violence or almost anything can be around the corner, and Bully reflects this is in a clever, cartoonish way. There are many missions that you have to do to work your way through the game, and, thankfully for us with less than lightning reflexes, they’re interesting but not too hard, but there’s also a significant element of choice and ample opportunity to just walk around doing your thing. Despite the puritans’ disapproval (and you know they got no closer to the game than the title) there are moral decisions to be made – to protect nerds from bullies or to become a bully yourself, to stand up for yourself or try to appease and pay off the oppressor. I believe the bully/jock culture that cultivated such deadly fruit in Columbine cannot be effectively controlled by the school administrators that tacitly condone it as a way to keep the status quo but rather by fearless regular kids who refuse to accept it, and the creators of Bully seem to agree with me. You’re also free to express your love as well as your hate, to pick the girls you romance and kiss – and typically the prep queen is my favorite. Although my school didn’t have uniforms, the private girls schools in the area did, and I still get an erotic kick from the sight of a plaid skirt over knee socks. I’ve already pacified the bullies, preps and greasers and have just started on the jocks who, really, are the worst of all, with their athletic prowess and teamwork, but I have confidence that the nerds and I will prevail, and that maybe bag a cheerleader along the way. There’s really a kind of art in Bully, an open ended narrative that perhaps points the way to a new mode of expression. It’s clear the developers are no dummies – when the various factions are fighting over the greaser queen (and yes, I’ve snogged with her a time or two) she compares herself to Helen of Troy.

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A Mused (Part One)

A Mused (Pt. 1)

A dedicated reader knows the value of the right book at the right time – that’s my excuse, anyway, for amassing so many huge piles of them. Lately I’ve been binging on books about turn of the century Vienna, specifically those two peerless artists Gustav Klimt and Egon Schiele. It’s a fascinating period and place, the trembling, decadent end of that unreal assemblage known as the Austro-Hungarian empire, and, I’m more and more convinced, one of the crucial nodal points of modernism.

I’ve been fascinated by the subject before, but what set me off this time was a little aside I found on a Christian conspiracy site (  http://watch.pair.com/virgo-antichrist.html ) while idly googling in which one Barbara Aho says of Klimt:

He was regarded as a true visionary artist, or one who portrays through art his personal visions of the "divine light" and out of body experiences of "union with the Mother Goddess," i.e. sexual intercourse with demons.

Of course Aho means this to be cautionary but to me it sounds more like tally ho!

Although unfortunately I haven’t found any more about sexual intercourse with demons, this siren call led me to The Naked Truth: Klimt, Schiele, Kokoschka and Other Scandals edited by Tobias Natter and Max Hollein, which is large, handsome book, the catalog to what have been a pretty fabulous exhibition, and a darn good peep into that wacky Viennese artistic milieu, although, in what today so sadly passes as art criticism, there are several essays in it that are typical feminist examinations of the role of women as object and subject and blah, blah, blah, and which have almost nothing to do with the artists that are the putative subjects of the book.

The whole scene is so interesting to me, with its emphasis on the primacy of the erotic (after all Freud, Schnitzler and Wedekind were part of the same Zeitgeist) and the artistic regeneration of the female nude, which passed from the bloodless allegorical depictions of the academic painters to the glorious personal symbolism and private imagery of Klimt (using the same insight that the Pre-Raphaelites discovered, that is, if you paint a historical or mythological subject as someone you know there will be an emotional resonance that is lacking in the mere portrayal of a type or model) to the shocking directness of Schiele, who didn’t even bother to veil his nudes with historical or fictional allusions – and all this nakedness was taking place in a very elaborately clothed society. Klimt’s nudes are haughty and otherworldly, exalted emblems of an ideal, if somewhat abstract, freedom, both artistic and sexual, while Schiele’s are more real, nakedly expressing the ambiguous guilt and danger (both psychic and, in that age of unchecked venereal disease, physical) inherent in erotic desire.

The feminists may brand these images as exploitative pornography, but they are much more than that. Klimt and Schiele’s nudes express their deepest spiritual aspirations, and are, among so many other things, a reflection of their artistic inspiration and mission as well – their muses if you will. So all this imagery of women, and, let’s face it, as Aho points out, supernatural women, made me dimly remember a book I’d found at the library sale, and which now lay buried in one of the dusty piles that surround my bed, and I somehow knew it was the one I had to read next.

It took me a minute to find it, mostly because I couldn’t quite remember the title or what it looked like. I did dig up a book called Evil by Design: The Creation and Marketing of the Femme Fatale by Elizabeth K. Menon which looks interesting and which I may yet read, but from the title alone you can tell it’s a feminist job – the research is impressive but the slant is oppressive. Besides, the femme fatale template wasn’t exactly appropriate. Yes, there is something supernatural, genus vampire, about the femme fatale, and the Klimt/Schiele woman can be predatory and threatening, but there’s more to her than that. One of the reasons I like the pagan gods so much is that they are multifaceted, with many manifestations, as mutable and inexplicable as the natural world that perhaps inspired them. Certainly even Jehovah, the winner of the god elimination contest, Mr. Unchanging Love Everywhere, was a very moody entity back when he just had an Old Testament.

Aphrodite is not only seductive and perfectly beautiful, but emotional and peevish as well. Demeter, the great all giving mother was just one of several aspects of an essence which encompassed Persephone, the innocent maiden, and Hecate, the malevolent crone. I’m very attracted to goddess worship, but unlike the smiley face new age crowd, I recognize that the goddess’s power can easily become cruel, and that these aspects frequently came to the fore in the ancient world as evidenced by the castration of Isis’s priests or the human sacrifice that Robert Graves suggests was the basis of the original goddess religion.

But there’s a positive glory there too, a kind not personified by the traditional femme fatale, which is the expression of just one facet of female sexuality, a facet particularly troubling to turn of the century man, but also a figure that makes an only too handy stick with which the feminist critic may belabor patriarchy. Klimt’s Judith is predatory and deadly, but very glorious, lovely and inspirational too – Klimt’s vision of the eternal feminine spirit manifesting itself in the person of a hot Viennese society lady. There’s that ambiguity in Schiele too – his nudes are exposed and vulnerable, but also disturbingly aware of the power of their own sexuality.

No, I wanted more than the stock femme fatale, and I finally found it, pretty much where I thought it would be, in the third pile from the left, a book called La Belle Dame Sans Merci and the Aesthetics of Romanticism by Barbara Fass, published by, of all places, Wayne State University Press. It’s from 1974, an underappreciated period in criticism, still fired by the energies of the sixties and not yet ossified into the political cant of today. (For example by 1995 Fass was writing a book with the subtitle "a narrative of folklore and gender.") And it was the right book, one that fiercely percolated my thinking, as will be evidenced by the next installment of this essay, which will hopefully appear in the not so distant future.

Try to hang on till then,

Yr Pal,

UBU

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Nordic Crime Wave

In our contuing effort to present a complete overview of the prose works of UBU we bring our devoted readers this rare and fascinating selection from the privately distributed publication "Aunt Agatha’s Opinionated Little Catalogue."

 

 

Scandinavian Crime Wave Bowls Over Mystery Readers!

 

Inspired by the international bestsellers of Henning Mankell, there’s been a Scandinavian Crime Wave lately, an explosion of writers from the colder climes. Their books are in the European tradition of Janwillem van de Wettering and Maj Sjowall/Per Wahloo, full of great writing & more cogitation & character development than gun play and violence. Warning: although very excellent and entertaining these books are far from "cozy" and not exactly uplifting – the characters tend to be at least mildly depressed & the crimes sordid – not enough sunlight I guess!

 

The Man Who Smiled

, Henning Mankell, The New Press, $24.95.

1994’s The Man Who Smiled, the fourth book in the Kurt Wallender series, inexplicably unavailable in this country, has finally been released and it finds Mankell in top form as Wallender, in the midst of a deep personal and professional crisis, finds himself drawn into the puzzling investigation of the murders of a father and son.

 Chronological listing of other titles:

 

Faceless Killers

, Vintage, $13.00

The Dogs of Riga

, Vintage, $13.00

The White Lioness, Vintage, $13.00 (a personal favorite)

Sidetracked

, Vintage, $14.00

The Fifth Woman

, Vintage, $13.00

One Step Behind

, Vintage, $13.00

Firewall, Vintage, $13.00

Before the Frost

, Vintage, $13.00

 

Jar City, Arnaldur Indridson, Picador, $14.00.

 

Retjavik, Iceland, is the unlikely setting for this international sensation and Gold Dagger award winning mystery. Inspector Erlendur investigates the murder of a seemingly harmless old man. Does a "cold" case in the past hold the clue to a much larger evil?

 He Who Fears the Wolf

, Karin Fossum, Harcourt, $14.00.

Norway’s entry by the popular Fossum features Chief Inspector Konrad Sejer, whose chief suspect in a brutal murder is taken hostage by a demented bank robber. His enquiry into the strange crime and even stranger criminals reveals the darkness behind the countryside’s bucolic facade.

 

Don’t Look Back

, Harcourt, $14.00

 

Detective Inspector Huss, Helene Tursten, Soho, $13.00.

 

One of the first and finest of the Scandinavian wave, Tursten’s book features Irene Huss, 40-something wife, mother, cop and judo expert, the face of modern Sweden, who must delve into the suspicious suicide of a real estate tycoon.

 

Sun Storm, Asa Larsson, Delacorte, $22.00. (Paperback edition available in Jan.

2007).

 

This remarkable psychological thriller won Sweden’s Best First Crime novel award, drawing comparisons to Ruth Rendell and Minette Walters. It features Rebecka Martinsson, a Stockholm Lawyer who finds herself drawn into the mystery surrounding the violent murder of the charismatic leader of a fundamentalist church.

 

Sun and Shadow

, Ake Edwardson, Penguin, $13.00.

Charismatic, moody Erik Winter is the youngest Chief Inspector in Sweden, a man consumed by the crimes he’s trying to solve. A bloody double murder on his doorstep is just the beginning for him on his latest case, in which he pursues an enigmatic serial killer through Gothenburg’s shadows.

 

In Matto’s Realm

, Fredrich Glauser, Bitter Lemon Press, $13.95.

 

Although he’s actually Swiss, the influential Glauser is a fitting forefather for the current Nordic crime writers. Written in the late 1930’s, Glauser’s books are golden age clever yet startlingly modern and have just been reprinted in the United States. In Matto’s Realm an old acquaintance pressures Sgt. Studer into examining the escape of a child murderer from an insane asylum in Bern. When the asylum’s director is found in the boiler room with a broken neck things get really crazy. The setting is familiar to Glauser, as he began his first Studer book Thumbprint while a patient in a similar institution.

 

Thumbprint

, Bitter Lemon Press, $13.95.

Fever

, Bitter Lemon Press, $14.95.

 

 
 
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Bethany:Part VII

Bethany, Part VIII

 

"Yeah, I mean, I can’t act the way I’ve acted and expect Pitt Prep to pat me on the back for it, can I? Why should the administration let me stand up there and say anything at graduation when I’ve spent the last four years telling them what lying, sleeze bag hypocrites they are – which is true by the way."

It’s hard for a dedicated ironist to get taken seriously, and Bethany cocked her head and narrowed her eyes, studying me for any evidence of an elaborate put on.

"Are you really serious? Because we’ve already asked Littleman Henry and it wouldn’t be fair to him to…"

"Hold it, Bethany, hold it!" I said, impulsively putting my hands on her shoulders. "Will you forget about the damn ode for a minute? You’re right, O.K.? I don’t care about it anymore, it’s not – that’s not what I want to talk to you about."

"All right," she said slowly, still digesting it. "What do you want to talk to me about, then?"

I suddenly felt self-conscious about touching her and dropped my hands, even though she, surprisingly enough, hadn’t flinched or stepped back.

"I just wanted to say – O.K., number one, I wanted to say I’m sorry for being a jerk to you back there and for the no doubt millions of times I’ve been a jerk to you before, and that I think it was really cool the way you stood up to me."

"Thank-you," she said warily.

"And second, well, when we were in there confronting each other and everything, I just had this snap, this realization – this insight that you’re a really admirable person, and I don’t know, just a damn (I’d been reading a lot of Hemingway), a damn fine girl."

"Really?" Contributing to my generally dismal reputation at Pitt Prep was my habit of being obnoxious to everyone in the school with the exception of certain very pretty girls like Heather and Virginia, and whatever else she was, Bethany was not considered a very pretty girl.

"Yes, really, and it was like suddenly I saw what a fine girl you are and how stupid I’ve been to antagonize you…"

For the first time since I’d known her, no nonsense, ultra-capable Bethany was apparently at a loss for words.

"…and also how stupid I’ve been not to get to know you any better, because I realized that I’d, uh, that I’d really like to."

"What? What are you trying to say, UBU?"

"What I’m trying to say is, that I’d like to spend some time with you, if you’ll let me, I guess."

"Spend some time with me…" I could almost see the honor student wheels turning in her head until things lined up in a more recognizable form. "UBU, are you asking me out on a date?"

"Sure, sure, Bethany, but it doesn’t have to be a date date, you know, I mean we could just go over to Friendly’s sometime and talk or whatever…" My initial moment of clarity seemed to be degenerating into babble. "Listen, I know it sounds kind of dumb, but while we in there it just like popped into my head wow, this is somebody I should get to know better, and I thought maybe if we got away from everybody there might be some way we could make that happen…."

Somehow things had become reversed and now I was the confused, defensive one as she stood there, set and sure – I’d been transformed from an enlightened soul in the midst of a great revelation into just another horny schoolboy begging for a date.

"All right," she said calmly. "That’s fine with me."

"All right? Really?"

"Yes, really, UBU. We can go out. On a date date if you like."

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Cancer in America

Cancer in America

 

Wears a knife on his belt

He cuts off one part of you

And then another

 

He licks out the marrow

While crawling inside

Of your bones

 

He sends you downstairs

And when you come back up

You’re covered with blood

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Doing The Boston Monkey: Quotebag

Doing The Boston Monkey: Quote Bag

 

For intellectuals, what is at stake specifically in an inquiry of this kind is a cultural politics which seeks to learn from the forms and discourses of popular pleasure, rather than adopting or supporting a legislative posture in the name of the popular.

– Andrew Ross

 

We’re half dead. Most of the people today are all dead.

– Phillip Rahv

 

For let us not deceive ourselves: most of the minds we associate with are housed in heads that have little more to offer than overgrown potatoes, stuck on top of whining and tastelessly clad bodies and eking out a pathetic existence that does not even merit out pity.

– Thomas Bernhard

 

Let us leave the dirty bourgeoisie – even if they are our own children – in their dirty place and finish the work we have begun.

– Paul Gaugin

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The Noise of a Party

The Noise of a Party

(Adapted from the novel Satan in Silk by Paul V. Russo)

 

The noise

It flowed, rumbled, roared from

Behind the door at the head of the stairway

 

Some of it poured from overheated bongo drums

Some of it crackled from shoe leather

Scraping over bare flooring – and all of it

Sounded like a thousand feverish carpenters

Rushing to finish a job with a contracted deadline

 

The noise of a party

A big party

The kind of a party that any guy in his right mind

Would stay away from

 

Unless he was looking for trouble

 

The noise of the party was a Lorelei’s song

That lured and enticed and blasted

His good intentions into smithereens

 

Behind the door the activity

Would soon be mounting

To a hectic peak and

Pretty soon there would be

A spate of loose tongues

And loose morals

And loose zippers

 

And Adele Van Hoyt, hostess

And self-appointed games mistress

Would turn off the lamp

And light a candle or two

 

And the sounds would fade away

To sighing silence

Masked by the orgiastic rhythm

Of bongo drums

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Crime Beat: Furniture Felon

Student arrested after table thrown

A 20-year-old University of Michigan student was arrested after he threw a table into traffic Saturday evening and ran from police, Ann Arbor police reported.

Officers on patrol in the 800 block of Packard Street at 8 p.m. said they saw the student pick up a circular table and throw it into the street, followed by a stand. The table was blocking traffic and the officers got out to tell the student to move the table off the street.

The student ran and the officers gave chase. The student was eventually tackled and could face charges of disorderly conduct and resisting police, reports said.

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Bethany: Part VI

Bethany: Part VI

 

It wasn’t really enlightenment in the traditional Buddhist sense of the word – remembering my past lives – but more like somehow remembering my future life, a timeless instant when I achieved a kind of perspective on my whole existence, as if I understood things the way I would at the end of my life rather than at the beginning. When you’re young you have no sense of scale, little things seem big and big things little, and you honestly think that it will all go on forever, an inexhaustible, endlessly fresh parade of possibilities and people, but at that moment, confronted by Bethany, I was able to see beyond my transitory anger and frustration to realize what I already knew but hadn’t been able to admit – that she was absolutely right about the class ode and had been quite courageous in standing up to me about it. I was also able to recognize that standing there in front of me was a rare, admirable girl, the kind who didn’t come around very often, and that if I didn’t get to know her any better I’d regret it the rest of my life.

I took a step back, trying to break the tension, to defuse the anticipation of the crowd around me for whatever scandalous rejoinder I was going to come up with next. "Sorry," I said, practically whispering. "Listen, you’re right, I’m out of line." I held up my hands, fingers spread, as if to show I had no weapon and meant no harm. "Would you mind – I wonder if we could go outside for a minute and talk in private…"

She was caught off-guard, ready for anything from me but this, and she just stared for a second, her thick eyebrows drawing together. "Outside?"

"Yeah, you know, not like step outside, or anything like that, it’s just I think it would be easier to talk, you know, without everybody…." I indicated the circle around us, her friends Bets and Pat, trailing after her wide-eyed, their books pressed to their breasts, ready to be once again outraged by me, and my friends, Doyle smiling evilly, eager no doubt to egg me on to further infamy, or the Smiler, half crouched at the table, preparing to spring up to separate us if things got out of hand.

Bethany tilted her head, studying me, far from certain as to my intentions, but then, never one to back down from anything, nodding slowly. "All right," she said. "Outside." We walked out, the crowd parting for us reluctantly, Bets and Pat exchanging panicked glances but resisting the urge to follow.

The dining hall was in the middle of campus, halfway between the classrooms and the gym, and I held the door open for her as we stepped into the bright March day, walking across the driveway and onto the grass at the edge of the quadrangle.

"I can understand UBU," Bethany began, having obviously marshaled her arguments on the way. "That you think you should do the ode, and while it’s true that you probably are the best poet, you have to understand that I’m responsible to the administration…"

"No, no, Bethany, I do understand," I said rasing my hands in surrender again.

"And the teachers and the other kids. You may not think graduation is important, but there are a lot of people who do and it’s unfair to…"

"Stop, Bethany, please!" I said. "I’m trying to tell you that I agree with you. You’re right and I’m wrong. I agree with you."

She paused, still half lost in preparing the details of her argument. "You do?"

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Ellen’s Hymn to Inanna

Ellen’s Hymn to Inanna

 

She gave me the kick of speeding

She gave me the trick of lovemaking

She gave me the kissing of the phallos

She gave me the holy tavern

And the sacred fermented grain beverage

She gave me the immolation of the weed

She gave me the art of sisters’ harmony

She gave me the mantel of the elder

She gave me the play of the heroine

She gave me the story of power

She gave me bic fire in the darkness

She gave me the rejoicing of the heart

She gave me the sundress and the nightgown

She brought the placing of the garment

On the ground

She brought the allure of Heaven

She brought the art of women

Hail Inanna!

Queen of Heaven and Earth!

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