Two Questions

I don’t get much reaction to my on-line offerings – a subsistence level of looks and the rare comment, which is fine with me as most internet comments are of the back scratching variety, i.e., I’ll pretend your crap is good if you pretend mine is, or, really at the root, I’ll pretend I’m interested in you if you pretend you’re interested in me. However yesterday I got a couple of inquiries which got the wheels turning.

There’s a woman who somehow found my 360 poetry/ art page, and was drawn by my Inanna poem. She’s a pretty serious student of the esoteric and her blog is very engaging, with a refreshing modesty and sense of humor about the whole thing. We comment on each other’s blogs regularly and I’m always interested in what she has to say. Her latest question was triggered by my creation "kklassroom" which is in the slide show to the right:

your style..

is this how you see astrals?

Well, at first I thought she meant is this the method by which I see astrals, which, since I don’t think I’ve ever seen one except in dreams, I didn’t really understand. But then I started realizing that I do believe in, as Rimbaud says, the alchemy of the word. In other words, I’m convinced that if I’m to perform any kind of magic, and experience the transcendent it will be via an aesthetic experience. I do think, as do most artists, that I touch the angels in the act of creation – obviously you’re taking the creator’s place, and even if the result is something noone gives a tinker’s damn about, at least you’ve been there. For me, it is an alche-mystical project, changing the dross of our world into something significant, seeing the eternal in an adolescent girl sitting by a classroom window in the sunlight. Since the image is based on a photograph the process must be to change the given image somehow in order to awaken the viewers to not just say oh, yeah, a girl by a window. So what?

Then I realized I was misunderstanding her question – what she meant was is this what you imagine astrals to look like. Seeing and/or portraying astrals is not how I envision my artistic mission (such as it is) but, yes, I suppose astrals are often described as beings of light and may well resemble the women I post. There’s a wacked out website out there that specifically equates Klimt’s paintings with an occult desire to portray visionary beings, but, rather than the unleashing of esoteric secrets, I think it’s more of an effort to express the transcendent and numinous in terms of contemporary beauty, to create the sort of infinity within time that Schopenhauer finds the only meaningful peak experience of life and the only infinity we’ll know. The thing about astrals, and beauty in general, is the next turn of the modernist wheel, with artists like Schiele and Munch, who portrayed the danger of the urge to beauty, the fear that goes with awe, the feeling that you are going to be consumed by it and, let’s face it, the uncontrollable sexual urge that’s hardwired in us at the sight it. Any good occultist knows that astrals can be as dangerous as they are beguiling (the "it’s all good" aura of most new agers is what most bugs me about them), and I want to create an expressionist unease along with the temporary manifestation of the eternal that we call beauty.

When this woman first commented on my blog I didn’t reply by saying who are you?, and she’s never asked it of me, but every time I comment on a younger person’s blog that’s the first question they ask. I really think it’s a generational thing. In today’s world of the sanctity of celebrity who you are is much more important than what you have to say. Despite their strong image and personalities, when you think of the Rolling Stones you think of songs, Satisfaction, Brown Sugar, Start Me Up, but when you think of Madonna or Jessica Simpson, you just think of, well, Madonna or Jessica Simpson. Even a novelist’s website and picture are more important than their book. I noticed during the Monica Lewinsky scandal mature people such as myself thought oh, my gosh she must be so embarrassed, while the younger set admired her for "putting herself out there" and becoming somebody, the definition of a person being someone whose been in People magazine. When asked Who are you? I used to quote the Emily Dickinson poem "I’m nobody/Who are you?" but that wasn’t satisfying, so now I’ve just shortened it to I’m nobody, and they don’t reply, secure that my input is meaningless.

Any other questions?

I didn’t think so.

YR PAL,

UBU

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The Unknown Masterpiece and Gambara by Honore De Balzac

I really thought I’d read enough Balzac in my life. He’s a great writer, no doubt, but in the 19th Century the writer was God to his characters and Balzac is a very cruel one, the God of Job, tormenting his characters to the point of perversity. I don’t mind tragedy – I’d even argue that almost all great fiction has an unhappy ending, but, an unbelievably harsh denouement is just as unsatisfying as an improbably good one. In search of naturalism and realism, Balzac (and I have the same beef with Hardy) makes things un-realistic by giving his creations unending bad luck, tilting the whole universe against them in an unfair way, making them, as Shakespeare says "like flies to wanton boys." I realize that naturalists like Hardy, Zola and Balzac were to some extent trying to act as correctives to the sentimental excesses of previous fiction, but, like many reactions, to me they go too far in the other grim direction. As much as, say, a Dickens happy ending strains credibility by all the coincidences that conspire to create it, so does a Balzacian unhappy ending.

Of course, that being said, when I saw this neat copy of the New York Review of Books edition of The Unknown Masterpiece (which is really a short story) bound with a novella called Gambara at the library sale I bought it. You know how things go at library sales – Richard Howard is a crackerjack translator after all and, heck, it was only a dollar. And, despite the predictably downer ending, it’s a cool little piece of work, and the intervening years have added a ironic twist to both stories than even the great Balzac couldn’t foresee.

The plot of "The Unknown Masterpiece" is quite ingenious. In the year 1612 an up and coming painter, Poussin, is coming to pay his respects to the current court favorite, Porbus. Porbus inadvertently takes him into the presence of the older Frenhofer, who, although unknown to the world, is evidently one of the greatest painters of all time. Frenhofer has a masterpiece which he refuses to show to anyone which he claims to be the only work of art to not only faithfully reflect a living woman, but to be an actual living being itself. Poussin is avid to see it and offers up his beautiful mistress as a nude model for Frenhofer in exchange. Frenhofer eventually agrees – the way I read it he doesn’t actually want to paint the mistress but to just compare her nude form to his creation to see if the latter stands up to the former, which, in his judgement, it does. Of course, this being Balzac, the unknown masterpiece proves to be, in fact, an unintelligible mass of over painting except for the perfect image of a foot at the bottom. Poussin and Porbus’s reactions betrays this and although Frenhofer pretends to be unperturbed, that evening he burns all his work and dies.

"Gambara" has a similar arc, with a mad composer who thinks his operas are masterpieces when in fact they are noisy din, the fact uncovered by an interested Italian noble who is after the composer’s beautiful wife. The noble discovers that when drunk the composer abandons his rigid theories and produces sublime lyrical melodies of genius. Unfortunately Gambara refuses to stay stewed, returns to his operas, and the noble takes his wife. In a coda, having been abandoned by the less than noble noble, she returns to live with Gambara again, a toothless ruined woman, and they cling to a precarious and unpleasant existence, the composer repairing musical instruments, the formerly legendary beauty taking in sewing, the both of them starving, his works sold as scrap paper. In the end a kindly Italian Principessa flips them some gold coins, like Balzac granting the reader a few sparkles of light in the unrelieved gloom.

But the really ironic part, the part that even their creator Balzac didn’t know, is that if Frenhofer’s painting weren’t turned to ashes and Gambara’s compositions used to wrap fish, they would today be considered brilliant precursors to Modernism. This is Balzac’s description of the unveiled unknown masterpiece (known in all but the final revised version as La Belle Noiseuse):

"The old fraud’s pulling our leg," Poussin murmured, returning to face the so-called painting. All I see are colors daubed one on top of the other and contained by a mass of strange lines forming a wall of paint."

"We must be missing something," Porbus insisted.

Coming closer, they discerned, in one corner of the canvas, the tip of a bare foot emerging from this chaos of colors, shapes, and vague shadings, a kind of incoherent mist; but a delightful foot, a living foot!

Of course this sounds exactly like modern art, a Picasso or Pollock, and had it been painted in the 17th century (or even the 19th) would have considered a visionary masterpiece of genius. Similarly Gambara’s theoretical atonalities and dissonances strongly suggest Schonberg, Cage and much of 20th century classical music. Here’s an irony of which even Balzac, the master of cruel irony, was unaware.

The introduction to the volume by Arthur C. Danto is also pretty good and makes some cogent points about the Romantic conception of art and the naked female body:

It is as if only something of a magic potency as great as that possessed by woman (or at least by beautiful women) is sufficient to transfigure a picture into reality.

From the story’s perspective, of course, the gaze does not make objects of women, as feminist theory insists. Rather the story regards the bare female body

as of so high a potency that it verges on numinousness.

The symbolic equivalence the story establishes between seeing a woman’s exposed body and seeing a work of art is an effort on the part of a Romantic writer to find something as valuable as art itself.

It’s refreshing to read a scholar deviating from the party line of the nude as a form of exploitation. Like Marxism, feminist aesthetics seeks to overturn the entirety of human nature and culture overnight on the basis of a few unfounded theories. The female nude has been the most profound subject of art since the days of (possibly matriarchal!) pre-history, and I don’t intend to renounce it now (but that’s for another rant). I can’t buy Danto’s assertion, however, that Frenhofer crashes and burns because Poussin and Porbus can’t comprehend what is actually a masterpiece – I know Balzac enough to be certain such slight mercy is beyond him, and that he means the painting to be an absolute and total failure.

The introduction also revealed that Jacques Rivette made a movie called La Belle Noiseuse (the beautiful pain in the ass), which, since it is almost four hours long and set in the present day, can only be said to be loosely based on the short story. That rang a bell and I dug through the mound of VHS movies I’d picked up at the library sale to find, yes, I’d acquired that at some point too. I’ve only watched the first hour or so, but so far I’m enjoying its leisurely French New Wave pace and its close focus on the creative process. Frenhofer’s played by an actor, but the hands and paintings shown in the film are from an artist named Bernard Dufour (who I’ve never heard of) and his stuff, unlike the junk you usually see in Hollywood movies, is actually quite good.

Well, it seems like book review week here in UBULAND – tomorrow may well break that pattern – but I’ll end, as usual, with a memorable passage, here from Balzac’s Gambara :

 

To let himself be lured by one of those glances that prompt without being exactly provocative; to have followed for an hour, perhaps even a whole day, some lovely young woman idealized in his thoughts, her most trivial actions interpreted in a thousand flattering ways; to have started believing in sudden, irresistible sympathies; to have imagined, in the heat of a passing exhilaration, an adventure in an age when romances are written precisely because they no longer occur; to have dreamt, wrapped in Almaviva’s cloak, of balconies and guitars, of stratagems and locks; to have written a rapturous poem and now be standing at an ill-famed door; and then – for a grand finale! – to discover his Rosina’s decorum to be no more than a precaution imposed by a police regulation – is not all this a disappointment many men have endured without admitting it?

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Better Than Yesterday by Robyn Schneider

Better Than Yesterday by Robyn Schneider

 

I first came across Robyn Schneider in the Ingram Advance magazine, which touted her as a hot first time Young Adult author. Her hook is that she’s only twenty years old and started her novel Better Than Yesterday when she was fifteen. I was intrigued – I love prep school stories and the fact that she was so young and so close to the experience seemed to suggest that the book would be a sizzling slice of today’s sassy youth combined with the timeless world of prep school. What I was served was a piece of cold plastic.

The book doesn’t start out badly. It’s a sort of riff on Catcher in the Rye, told from the point of view of a group of concerned friends who band together to rescue a wayward runaway prep, bravely endangering their own GPA’s in order to prevent their classmate from blowing his chance to get into a good college. It’s told from the alternating points of view of Skylar, the author’s alter-ego who is practically perfect and Charley (somebody buy this girl an "I"!) her male admirer and rival. Predictably Schneider handles the female point of view much better than the male, and Charley’s main function seems to be to remind the reader how beautiful, brilliant and wonderful Skylar is.

Better Than Yesterday is slick, mildly clever and well paced, and it didn’t start to actively annoy me until about thee quarters of the way through, when our heroine and her drones are in New York City and the whole thing starts to resemble an Afterschool Special. You expect a young writer to be bursting with energy and emotion, but Schneider’s denouement seems as calculated as a meatloaf recipe. There’s not a moment of authentic feeling in the entire product. And clearly, it is a product, as she thanks her "incredible" agent, "amazing" editor and "wonderful" publisher as well as a myriad of writing groups in her acknowledgments. This is writing by committee, by focus group, another nail in the Romantic conception of the rebellious artist. Here the rebel is tracked down by his peers (his dissatisfaction with life evidently centered on his thwarted love for Skylar), and brought back into line like a total wuss. Personally I wanted to hear more about the girl who barfed in the trash can lid and the guys who used their diplomas as rolling papers – at least they have some life to them. In the final scene at graduation Skylar and Charley have an on stage debate about which is more important, school or friends (friends, it turns out, as long as you still get into the right college), and unbeknownst to the author or her characters, the reader’s sympathy is with the audience who are no doubt likewise groaning please let it be over.

The prose is so controlled and modulated that there’s very little of it that’s memorable for good or ill, though, as is often the case, as the plot gets trite, so does the language. Here’s my nominee for the worst chunk of dialogue:

"Like you deserve her more?" Blake shot back.

"Damn right I do. She took every prize I ever wanted, and, in the end, all I wanted was her. And not just to have sex with. To see what came of it. You don’t know her any more. And I don’t know you."

Can’t you just hear that coming out of the mouth of, say, a young Keanu Reeves in some awful movie? Holden Caulfield had a word for it: phoney.

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The Serpent Grail and Snakes in Caves

Since I’m on the street level of the book biz, I get a lot of promotional material. There are authors who will send a five page letter about their artistic process or publish in blogs or fanzines lengthy accounts of their influences and inspirations as if they were JAMES JOYCE cluing us into the creation of Ulysses – all for an unreadable, self-published pile of dreck called Murder by Cowpie or the like. Most people these days seem to like the idea of being a writer a lot more than actually writing. The contemporary world is so caught up in the process of celebrity and the manufacturing of successful "product" that the prose component of fiction is considered the least important part.

That said, I’ll give all you lucky readers a quick peep into how I came to put certain elements into MY unpublished and largely unread pile of dreck Snakes in Caves, if only to comment once again on the weird affinities and synchronicities that haunt our world.

The first spark came into my mind in Minneapolis when I read a newspaper story about a couple of teens who were suffocated when the sand cave they were in on the banks of the Mississippi collapsed. They were supposedly "partying" and that image struck me, the cave as the place where not only the laws of society were broken, but perhaps, as in E. M. Forster’s Passage to India, somehow the laws of nature and physics as well. But I wasn’t sure what to put in the cave. At first I was going to have the protagonist’s beloved be killed by the cave in, and her spirit return to the cave. But, unlike Dante, a dead beloved doesn’t work for me, I needed her to be a more active part of the plot. Then, when I was working on a poem about seeing the beloved again after a space of years I got the perfect objective correlative.

The poem compared the shock of seeing someone you loved again to being struck by a snake or squeezed by a python, and this imagery led me to Cleopatra, her avatar Isis, eternal recurrence (like a snake shedding its skin), Pythia, the oracle of Delphi, and on and on. I hadn’t really been into the esoteric very seriously since teendom, but the more I read mythology, occult work, internet paranoia and reputable skeptics, the more snake stuff I found. My protagonist similarly peruses an old library left by the vanished Miller, discovering a wealth of sinister lore soon after I did. There’s a whole chapter of just quotes about the Egyptian, Aztecs, American Indians, Aliens, and the notion of subterranean snakes that could have gone on for ever (and as a matter of fact I’ve been told it goes on too long). I eventually finished the book to the world’s complete indifference, but I really only scratched the surface of snake/cave lore and speculation. The interesting thing to me is how this intuition through image led me to such a fertile place.

I’ve found a bunch a books post writing that were germane, and some have been published since I finished. One such volume is The Serpent Grail: The Truth Behind the Holy Grail, the Philosopher’s Stone and the Elixir of Life by Philip Gardiner with Gary Osborn. It’s not bad as esoteric books go, not on the high level of a COLIN WILSON or GRAHAM HANCOCK, but an interesting read. The authors have certainly uncovered a lot of serpent lore and write pretty well, but as is common with such books they also play a lot of etymological games of dubious worth and fail to tie everything up convincingly. The payoff is the authors’ assertion that a mixture of serpent venom and serpent blood would do wonders for longevity and health, and it’s a little sad that such lofty esoteric speculation so often devolves into how to stay healthy, live long and make money. I also would have respected their argument more if they themselves (like Hancock in Supernatural) had taken a little dose of their own medicine and at least experiment with drinking venom themselves.

But what really struck me was the way their research echoed several of my fictive inventions in Snakes in Caves. The talk about how, through serpent power, at a specific place and specific time a hypnagogic state may be reached that transports the individual to the "portal of the underworld," the place of the dead. That’s pretty much the mechanism of the snake cult in my book, and Gardiner and Osborn even specify the same time I came up with, the equinox, not to mention the fact that, as my faithful readers know, "hypnagogic" is one of my pet words. Like me they found that "everywhere we looked we seemed to see the serpent."

Anyhow here’s some of my favorite bits from the book:

 

Later on, the famous Assassins emerged from the Druze via Nizari…The Assassins secured loyalty with the use of the drug hashish, hence the term hashashin. The use of hashish, a hallucinogen, is interesting in the light of the shamanic trance state techniques used to access the underworld. The name "Nizar" is also interesting, as we note that the Hindustani term nazar, which is very similar, is the Yogic term for the so-called esoteric third eye, the Agnya or Anja chakra, which is "opened" (i.e. activated) through meditation and the hypnagogic trance state. Moreover, John the Baptist was known as the "Great Nazar." The Gnostic term "Nazarean," which is used in the title "Jesus the Nazarean" and often mistakenly interpreted as referring to the town of Nazareth, which mean "to envision" or "behold" and is also linked to the snake.

There is more to the serpent than meets the eye. Its coils lie at the very foundation of the Western world.

Indeed, the evidence suggested that, at their very core, the world’s religions were all the same. It was just the outward cultural dressing which differed. At the root of them all was the snake – the giver of immortality.

And the snake/serpent became a symbol of wisdom in its feminine aspect, a wisdom for which there is no more powerful image than Sophia.

There is now little doubt that early Christian sects venerated the serpent. St. Epiphanius seemed to put his finger on it in Adversus Haereses (Against Heresies), when he stated that the serpent worshipers "venerate the serpent because God has made it the cause for Gnosis."

It has been suggested that early ritual dances predate the labyrinth itself and symbolize the motion of the serpent, thus enabling the initiate to obtain immortality, either on earth or in the afterlife.

We also suggest that this unique mixture of poison and hallucinogenic drugs must have made the ancient "user" feel that they were in contact with their god, for it would have boosted their immune system and left them on a high for several days, giving them a feeling of being "born again."

It is widely acknowledged that the ancients believed that caves, wells and other openings in the Earth were entrances to the womb of the world Mother or Earth Goddess, from whom all life emerged and into whom all things returned at death. The snake lives within the Earth, the body of the Goddess, and is thus aware of her wisdom and her secrets, including those of life, death and rebirth.

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Snow on St. Patrick’s Day

I had a Irish friend who said it always snows on Saint Patrick’s day – well, it snowed overnight but isn’t at the moment, and I sure wish it would, if only to put a chill on this drunken jerks staggering the streets. People line up outside the bars in the morning for an AM pint and just keep going, guaranteeing that they’ll be a bunch of looped people by noon. And since the wearing of the green falls on a Saturday this year, there’s more than the usual bunch of college students and others that don’t have anything to do, and the crowds are even greater and (if possible) the IQ level lower. Listen, I have nothing against a good Bacchanal, but that’s it, the old festivals were spring celebrations that had a sacral and ceremonial element that, after that good old Christianity has demonized the natural world, we now totally lack. In Ireland people mostly go to church, not bars on St. Paddy’s day, and even when they do, they have at least enough of a group folk culture to sing appropriate songs together. Americans can barely summon a chorus of the Budweiser song – they just shout, barf, fight and pass out more than usual to celebrate the day. Even though my father used to say our family didn’t have one drop of Irish blood, I’m not anti-Irish – the teachers that had the most influence on me were named Joyce and Murphy, and I still love James Joyce, Sam Beckett, Van Morrison, and Gregory D. Anthony, not to mention those several Irish lasses who always seemed to get under my skin in a way nobody else could. It’s just that Irish culture in America has been trivialized in a way that’s unworthy of that great civilization. I remember how, when we went to the epic street fair in New York City for the bicentennial July 4, 1976 all the others nationalities had tables with food, clothes, folk art, etc., but all the Irish had for sale were shots of Irish Whiskey and IRA buttons. The people of Dubliners and The Mabinogion deserve better.

I’m not against alcohol either, even though I hardly drink at all anymore. I realize that the sacred fermented grain beverage was an important part of early civilization, perhaps even the reason that mankind decided to stop being hunting nomads and settle down to agriculture in order to safely cultivate the ingredients. When I was in college one of my goals was to become the champion drinker in the place – I’d go in the dim bar after class and hoist a few, eat dinner, then go to work in the dining hall pit washing dishes to sweat it off, then go back out and drink until last call. One day I discovered that my drinking cronies in the bar would go into town for dinner and have a few cocktails there, maintaining unbroken inebriation, and I realized I just didn’t have the stuff to be a true alkie. My real revelation came after college, in the usual dingy apartment shared with a fluctuating group of dingy roommates. I had just come back from the party store with a case of Carling Black Label, dumped it on the table in front of the thirsty hordes when I had an epiphany, in the form of a sudden attack of Sartresque nausea – I didn’t want to drink it, it just made me sick. One of my cronies had a motto "outlast the supply," and I realized at that moment that it was impossible, that there was always another beer after, and another after that. It was an endless road that didn’t lead anywhere, there was no framework, no revelation to it. I really turned on drunkenness when I was a parking lot attendant outside a Comedy Club near the river in Minneapolis. I’d watch intelligent, convivial people go in and emerge a few hours later a mob of noisy, hostile idiots. If you’re not drunk too, you can really see it for what it is, a depressant that only too often brings out the worst in people. As I finally emerged from my youthful self-absorption and begin to be able to see myself and gauge my mind with some objectivity I could literally experience the fog, the slowness and stupidity that came over me with each sip.

And of course it’s socially acceptable, commercialized to death. College students are even more into it these days, and the culture, while condemning every other form of intoxication, especially those with spiritual overtones, celebrates drinking openly. Another friend once said, after going to a large outdoor rock concert recently "It was so much more fun when everybody was stoned." I’m not a huge fan of the Hash Bash here, which has been concertedly and largely successfully marginalized lately, – those quiet crowds of yore of gentle, simple mostly small town youth who descended on us, moving in uncertain herds, unable to understand DON’T WALK signs, confused about most everything, presented no great argument for the legalization of the weed, but at least they didn’t fight, urinate against buildings, break windows and make so much dumb noise.

Which puts me back on my usual hobbyhorse – how de-sacralized our lives have become, how devoid of meaningful ritual, or indeed ANYTHING meaningful that’s not connected to making money. All around me today are the decaying, rotten remains of what was once a great cathartic, chthonic pagan fertility ritual, now reduced to a pile of Guinness colored puke and a bad hangover.

YR PAL,

UBU

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Crime Beat: Religion in America

Crime Beat: Religion in America

Police: Man killed for not buying CDs

 

MT. LAUREL, N.J. – A motorist beat a man to death with a rock Thursday at a highway rest stop after the victim declined to buy his religious CD’s, police said.

The victim, Michail Makarenko, 75, spent 11 years as a Soviet political prisoner, said his interpreter and secretary, Gregory Burnside. Makarenko lived in Virginia and owned an art gallery that exhibited works of banned artists.

Brian White, 26, of Humble, Texas, was arrested after a 90-mile chase and charged with murder, eluding police and weapons violations.

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My Editorial Cartoon

While I was walking to work I saw a picture of Ann Coulter’s face and had this inspiration for a cartoon:

Hitler’s speaking to a mostly appreciative crowd – there are a few protestors – in the foreground one burgher says to another:

Hey, anybody who drives liberals that crazy can’t be all bad, right?

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Dorothy Hughes’s DREAD JOURNEY

One of the authors who was passing through sort of semi-promised me the chance to write a brief essay on DOROTHY HUGHES for an anthology of female hard boiled writing she’s involved in. Like most of my literary prospects it will probably come to nothing, but it was a good excuse to read some books by HUGHES I hadn’t read before. I ordered one I hadn’t even heard of called DREAD JOURNEY (from 1945), her Hollywood book (presumably inspired by the experience of having two of her books made into movies), and not only was it excellent, but it featured a victim with my surname who was killed so a megalomaniacal producer could cast another woman as CLAVIDA CHAUCHAT in his dream production of THOMAS MANN’s THE MAGIC MOUNTAIN, that character and book being, as the faithful reader knows, among my preoccupations recently. Weird world.

Anyway, here’s a few choice selections from DREAD JOURNEY, by DOROTHY HUGHES, who started her literary career as a poet:

 

The publicity department must have had an extra reefer to nightmare that one.

He was under her skin where he wanted to be.

Once he hadn’t believed in hell. Once he hadn’t believed in a personal demonic deity. But he’d seem men possessed. He knew powers of evil flogged the earth and powers of good weren’t strong enough to exorcize them. The powers of good, what happened to them? Where was heaven?

She carried her head like a lady and her body like a snake.

She was the one thing alive under the weight of the afternoon. Alive but not real, she was a thing, glittering, empty.

Gratia’s eyes were made of glass, dark glass. You could see through them to the bottomless depth of her, but it was too dark to know what you saw there.

Les said, "He’s as sane as you or I." He took a small breath. "With one small exception. He thinks he’s almighty God."

Dreaming isn’t enough; you have to fight.

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Poetry week’s dramatic conclusion: Nightjar

The thrilling conclusion to poetry week!
 

Nightjar

 

Foxed by her

Askew movement

The cupped possibility

That beneath warm sheets

Rises playfully up

In her parents’ room

Hinting that our old license

Has not wholly expired

And still I yearn

Sucker for a twist

I can’t resist

The invitation of a path

So obscure and uncertain

Such a crooked target

The dancing daughter

Who charged the sky

Naked in her witchery

A nightjar a bat

An owl

A dryad mixed up with the trees

At the temple of the covered well

The flame upon her

Still burning nights

And the odor of strange flowers

Conducting

The dance around her golden calves

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Poetry week continues with MONKEY

aren’t you excited! nothing boots the ratings like poetry!
 
 

Monkey

 

Impossible to anticipate

The limits of what we

Can know by reason

Are narrow the

Lammas eve of many

Modern instances

The word of the enigma

The dim region of surmise

Ecstasy by means of symbol

Put your monkey

Where your mouth is

 
 
 
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