The Dorothy Hughes Quote Bag

So Megan liked the Dorothy Hughes thang, meaning it will be published in whatever book it’s going to be published in, extending my immortality by another 400 words.

Here’s some Hughes passages I scribbled down as I was researching it:

Her eyes were slanted, her lashes curved long and golden dark. She had red-gold hair, flaming hair, flung back from her amber face, falling to her shoulders. Her mouth was too heavy with lipstick, a copper-red mouth, a sultry mouth painted to call attention to its promise. She was dressed severely, a rigid tailored suit, but it accentuated the lift of her breasts, the curve of her hips. She wasn’t beautiful, her face was too narrow for beauty, but she was dynamite.

Belligerence wasn’t like her, she was slow and sultry and she didn’t give a damn for him or anyone.

"I don’t know what I thought," she said. "How does anyone ever know what they really think?"

Laurel couldn’t disappoint him. He’d known what she was the first time he’d looked at her. Known he couldn’t trust her, known she was a bitchy dame, cruel as her eyes and her taloned nails.

– from In a Lonely Place by Dorothy Hughes

 

He was frightened of her, the same fright he had felt earlier when twilight was deepening over the little plaza and the absence of life under the lights and banners a thing unreal. She was unreal, alien; yet she belonged and he was the alien. She, not the kid, was Fiesta; something deep and strong and old under the tawdry trapping, under the gimcracks. Something he didn’t understand because he was a stranger.

He didn’t recognize the man with the full greasy mouth, the red rimmed eyes, the dirty collar line at first. Not until the mouth opened to push in a hunk of bread and meat. He was looking in a mirror.

He took a big, happy breath. "They are funny people, the Gringos, no? Maybe once they were proud peoples but I do not think so. Proud peoples do not root like pigs for fifty cents, two bits, a dollar, do they? Proud people are too proud."

And without warning his eyes came against the eyes of Pila. He had the same shock he’d had last night when he first looked upon her. The same remembrance of terrors, of a head of stone which reduced him to non-existence. His first quick reaction was to turn away, not to recognize her. But he could not. She was there. She existed. He was the one without existence, the dream figure wandering in this dreadful nightmare.

"The world doesn’t care much what happens to us. Least that’s the way I’ve always figured. Like this table." He flattened his hand on the painted metal. "It doesn’t care if you bump your shin on it. It doesn’t even know you’re around. That’s the world."

 

Blindly, he stumbled on.

– from

Ride the Pink Horse by Dorothy Hughes

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the Dorothy Hughes Thang

Hey, I actually got the gig I mentioned a while ago to write a short appreciation of Dorothy Hughes thanks to the wonderful and talented MEGAN ABBOT. I’m not really sure what the book is going to be called or when it’s coming out, but it’s evidently about female noir writers. Maybe they’ll give me a copy if they like this. Here’s the results:

Dorothy Hughes

 

When someone tries to tell me women can’t write hard boiled fiction, I just wave Dorothy B. Hughes’s Ride the Pink Horse in front of their face. It’s one of the most hard boiled books ever – char-broiled really – something that’s apparent as soon as the reader discovers that the protagonist’s name is simply "Sailor." All the classic elements are there – the exotic setting of Santa Fe during Festival, the haunted, hunted man with a shady past, the innocent female in the midst of corruption, and an overwhelming atmosphere of inevitable doom leading to a final line worthy of Samuel Beckett, "Blindly, he stumbled on." And of course the result of all this darkness is an absolutely enjoyable read.

Hughes began as a poet and kept her lyric touch throughout a long and varied career. None of her other books are as perfectly hard boiled as Ride the Pink Horse, but her remarkable talent for creating character and generating suspense is apparent in all of them. Her first novel The So Blue Marble is a delicate, somewhat fey confection, but, like many noir novelists World War Two seemed to darken her vision. Her war novel The Fallen Sparrow is a tightly wound spy story, featuring the chilling, unforgettable villain "Wobblefoot," determined to bring the fascist terror he perfected in the Spanish Civil War to the United States.

Hughes captured the postwar spirit of paranoia and disillusionment in the harrowing In a Lonely Place. The anti-hero, Dix, is an ex-flyer who misses "the feeling of power and exhilaration and freedom that came with loneness in the sky" he knew in the service, and who is having a hard time blunting the sharp hyper awareness of combat enough to adjust to the dull reality of civilian life. And then there’s his troubling obsession with that elusive strangler who’s been preying on the women of Los Angeles. In a Lonely Place is the masterful portrayal of a man and a society in which the defeat of an external enemy has only served to unleash the darker spirits within.

As the golden age of noir wound down so did Hughes’s productivity. She continued to be a faithful member of the mystery community and wrote sporadically, her last novels exhibiting the same prescient sensitivity towards minorities and social inequality as her earliest. From the beginning Hughes championed the thriller as a worthy vehicle for serious writing, and her impressive body of work more than proves her point.

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Crime Beat: The Snake Strikes Back

Man shooting at snake wounds himself

Monday, June 18, 2007Post-Gazette

A snake hunter in Indiana County fired at one but only managed to hit himself.

State police in Indiana said Nile Griffin, 39, of Mahaffey, was hunting snakes last week next to a creek on Old Route 56 in Center Township.

"While attempting to shoot a snake," police wrote in a report, "the victim accidentally shot himself in the right foot."

Police said he injured one of his toes.

The snake presumably escaped.

 

Burglar takes salad from man’s refrigerator

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

The Associated Press

SOMERSET, Pa. — Someone kicked in the door of a man’s apartment, stuck a knife in the door and took a chilled salad from his refrigerator.

Somerset police said the man reported the bizarre burglary yesterday. He told investigators someone broke into his apartment while he went to a nearby tavern. Nothing but the salad was missing, police said.

Police said they have a suspect and expect to file charges once they finish their investigation.

 

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Orgiastic Dance: Yet More From Snakes in Caves

Here’s my own little contribution to the field of orgiastic dance — once again from that old Sakes in Caves opus…

The music intensified, the pipes squalling, and Heather stood to take off the army shirt. She bent to slip off her shoes, and as she straightened I became hyper-aware, in that stoned Eureka! way, of her body. She still had that magnificent, oft discussed rack of yore, known in the locker room as The Great Pyramids, or, more esoterically, in George’s term (quoted from somewhere) as the display fruit of equanimity. They were no longer as improbably high and weightless as years ago, but still managed to stretch the green, metallic silk of her halter top with the same staggeringly attractive gravity, especially to a guy who was as buzzed as I was.

And then there were her legs — when exactly was it that Miller’s beanpole little sister had first stepped out on them? Was it that summer in Florida, between her freshman and sophomore years, running down the beach next to the ocean, that the scrawny sinew bloomed into this perfect, unchanged proportion of strength and shape?

As she danced on the carpet, her silver serpent anklet flashing above her dirty soled foot, they were all there, all the times we’d played around sex without ever doing anything — making out for hours in a stoned daze, just kissing and groping, stopping only to hit Dee Skull as it was passed — or mock wrestling, those legs in tights, constricting around my chest in a scissors hold.

For a flash she had the pose of Koach’s doll as she swung her arms slowly to the music, beginning that dance she always used to do, that same dance, and with that recognition an irrepressible, stoned giggle rose out of me.

“What?” She said, continuing her motions a little self-consciously. “Are you laughing at me?”

“No, no, no, not at all, far from it, I was just remembering…” And I was, the rush of the high making all of it, all of the time I’d spent with Heather, so immediate, more like a sensation than a memory. “That dance…that dance concert.”

It was a routine she’d painstakingly evolved, first under the familiar eyes in the mirror, and then to the numb gaze of wasted youth in a dark bedroom, and most famously, to the peanut crunching stares of Parents, classmates and siblings at the Spring Fling dance concert of ‘76. The stage was lit in green, bare except for a ladder set up in back, Heather performed solo, to the music from a boom box, wearing tight gray sweat pants and a leotard, a yellow snake painted on each cheek.

“When you did that…” I was thinking much faster than I was speaking. “It knocked me out.”

“Yeah, I bet it did. You knocked your little weenie out for a week.”

“No, well, maybe, granted, true enough, but really beyond that it was beautiful and graceful and all that. And I finally got it, about the ladder, I mean. I’ll never forget it.”

She snorted but smiled, moving more naturally, pivoting in a twist that was halfway between tai-chi and slow motion cheer leading.

“You know the first time…” The words were catching up with the thoughts now. ” The first time I noticed you I mean was like in awe of you was at that soccer game. Koach conned me into being a ball boy, Kiski remember? And you were running all the way down the side line, alone, unmarked, right, and Nancy shot out this long pass right in front of the goal only — ” I whistled. “Off sides. And you just yelled SHIT! and kicked the ball, blam, all the way into, deep into the fucking woods, and I know because I had to get the stupid thing. And you were bent over there with your hands on your knees, totally gassed, just panting and glaring and making this sound. And I was standing there in awe, mesmerized, and they’re all yelling at me to throw the ball in and all. I’d just — I’d never seen anybody let themselves go like that.”

The dance — it had been called “Try And Catch The Wind,” in the concert program, but could really fit any trippy music, and been renamed many times, the last one I could remember being “The Goddess Dances on the Ruins” — got faster with the rising drone of the pipes and the patterning of the drum beats, Heather breathing audibly now, her great Gauguin nostrils flaring.

“Yeah? Well you know when I decided you weren’t totally the freen that you appeared to be? After the accident, before the ambulance came, you were in the back of that one police car. Totally covered with blood, but you were laughing and joking, talking about grabbing the riot gun and wasting a few pigs.” She paused for a beat, head turned, elbow bent, knee raised. “And when they took you to the ambulance — and we all saw this — you had this huge boner.”

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Sips From the Poisoned Well

In my continuing researches into decadence (the turn of the century movement, thank you very much) I’ve managed to snag a few of the Decadence from Dedalus series titles. What a cool bunch of books, and what a great publishing venture, which, it appears is now waning. (I remember a trove of these showing up at the library sale and being snapped up by my good friend John. I can also still picture me begging him to let me borrow them for just a day or two and his endless evasions. And now I can see these same books lying untouched by him in a flooded basement or a recycling pile somewhere, victims of the general shipwreck of his life. Where are the books of yesterday, John! Lend them while ye may! But I digress…)

Right now I’m working my way through The Dedalus Book of German Decadence: Voices of the Abyss. It’s a great volume, full of stuff impossible to find elsewhere. It’s too bad there’s a lot of extracts from novels instead of the whole thing like in The Decadent Reader: Fiction, Fantasy and Perversion from Fin-de-Siecle France from Zone books, but I suppose it’s impossible to include all of everything. The Germans are, typically, a little more ham handed in their version but reach insane heights of true feeling. The femme fatales are a little more on top in this world view – just ask Sacher-Masoch. Here’s a few passages from a work called The Poisoned Well by one Arthur Holitsher (who, the editor Ray Furness tells us was influenced by my main man Knut Hamsun). Note the typical references to paganism and orgiastic dance that so captured the decadent imagination:

And after Desiree had ordered her hair she loosened her belt and laid it on the couch. In a few seconds her robe had dropped to the sand and she rose from the floods of dark purple, from the foam of fine rustling silk, smiling quietly, and totally naked. Then she picked many of the yucca blossoms, pressed them with both hands between her breasts and waded through the narrow stream to the statue of Pan, laying the light green chalices upon the high pedestal. She stood for a moment, the rosy splendor of her limbs displayed against the marble pallor of the stone.

Sebastian had never seen anything like it, neither in life nor in his most secret dreams: it was also the first time that she had ever danced in front of him. It could, in fact, hardly be called a dance, for her whole body seemed to dissolve into movement as the colors flowed one into the other. The gleam of her eyes, the wave of her hair, an expression on her lips – these were the only human entities. But even these had to surrender their corporeal essence to the mysterious bond which, separate and independent, pulsed between dancer and spectator and whose name was: burning soul.

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Fall

Fall

 

Fall back in ecstasy before these women you desire

Let their will take the place of your reason

Perverse geniuses altogether adorable and excitable

Natural temptations desirable calamities

Ambassadors of narcotic intrigue

Spouses of a single night

Ladies of caprice in the palace of bliss

Fragments of ideal beauty in contemporary weeds

Figures of conspicuous consumption

Agents of seduction exotic adventuresses

Immodest Callipygian Venuses

Profound anarchists at those perverse moments

When they crave the pleasure of descending

Which lends a commonplace physical act

An air of criminal prestige

Creatures of cruel moods cruel passions

The fruits of lassitude and distaste

With an absolute adoration of their own glamour

Collectively extravagant enigmas to themselves

Fetishes working by arousing suggestion

Maenads in punk rock t-shirts and pearls

Aesthetic decadents decadent aesthetes

Actresses of love sorceresses of disaster

Aristocratic incarnations of the disorder

Lurking below the surface of things

Mistresses of sexuality shameless triumphant

Who make old teachers hoarse with desire

Overwhelmed with their splendid reality

Priestesses of an alternative religion

Princesses in search of uncommon excitements

Narcotic intrigue euphoria eroticism decadent sensuality

Pleasure and danger the known and unknown

Nirvana and sensual plentitude warm chaotic sensation

Delights mixed with fever hellish and divine

Ignorant of their stupendous destinies

Intensifying their vulgar desires through demonic practices

Forcing the blossom that should rather be delayed

Declaring the importance of the body

In defiance of conventional moral taboos

In their recurring youthfulness wisdom chaos

And evil intertwine like serpents

On the borders of a wisdom too great for their capacity

They have the immortal weariness of beauty

Analysis and dream forced to extremes

Making tormented appeals to pleasure beyond reach

Obsessed with the menacing fascination of a decay

They are determined to perpetuate

Their fierce restless troubled looks

Their mouths of sunset

Winsome and provocative

Luxurious mocking aloof

Rowdy wriggling impudent and seductive

With inquisitive eyes turned up noses

And a disturbing way of carrying on

Replete with modern temptations fashion

Addictive substances idiotic customs

Sudden desires devastating strokes of passion

Impudent challenging and even dangerous

Mysterious profligate pagan cordial

Noisy brainsick unsatisfied virtue

Masquerading as uncomprehended vice

Exquisitely frivolous daintily capricious

Wayward fugitive sordidly compelling

Morbidly erotic and blasphemous

Fervently and spiritually disturbed by laxity

And a endlessly compelling desire for seduction

Their ambitions comprised of lascivious behavior

Independent critical thinking and nighttime behavior

At once forbidden and offered hidden and revealed

What serpent instinct proposes is not necessarily evil

Temptation addiction desire downfall

Excitement tinged with danger

And the perversity of the unnatural

Privilege money class their bodies are

A source of ecstacy or an excuse for crime

The corrupt affections of the upper classes

Their only moral is finding enjoyment

This is no ecstasy but decomposition

A vision of material chaotic fantasy

Consciously embracing a morbid image

Full of unease eager for the rare

Craving impossible transformations

And a boundless inflation of their egos

Pleasurable and painful criminal and holy

In their overwhelming self awareness

Their knowledge of being somehow explorers or

Manifestations of a terminal cultural sickness

Elitism idealism scorn for conventional values

And the desire for something different

The cultivation of recondite worlds

Bizarre areas packed with formidable enigmas

Where dubious and extravagant fantasies are enacted

An alien landscape for their irresponsible indulgence

Half a mock interlude

It is not love

It is a wild ride

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Aphrodite by Pierre Louys

Until recently I’d never read Pierre Louys’s Aphrodite, even though the titular goddess in my favorite immortal and I have a nice little hardback Modern Library edition. I guess I’m just skeptical about historical fiction, particularly the ponderous, factoid heavy "zounds" and "forsooth" variety. But Aphrodite is no Rob Roy, it’s history as fever dream, more along the lines of the Pre-Raphaelites’ impossibly lovely, mystic Middle Ages or, more to the point, the exotic, jewel encrusted paganism of Flaubert’s Salammbo. It’s beautifully written, visionary and erotic, a colorful miniature meant to be consumed not in one big gulp, but in a number of delicate, rich sips.

It’s also totally decadent, a paradigmatic example of the french variety of that strange fruit. I was inspired to read it by Jennifer Birkett’s excellent The Sins of the Fathers: Decadence in France 1870-1914. Birkett’s reading is, inevitably, political and feminist, but quite acute. As she points out, as was true with a lot of decadent literature, the supposed femme fatale, the harlot Chrysis, ends up being fatal only to herself and other women. Even though she drives the "hero," Demetrios to commit three audacious, sacrilegious crimes, in the end it is only she and two other women who pay the price while he is inspired to create a sculptural masterpiece based on her dead body. In the last account, he prefers works of art and dreams to actually female flesh – a very decadent valuation. At least in noir fiction the sailors go down with the sirens!

But the transgressive kick of Aphrodite cannot be denied, and the whole confection is so delicious that Louys can be forgiven the slightly bitter aftertaste. Here’s some scandalous selections:

It is like a purple flower filled with honey and with scent.

It is like a sea-serpent, alive and soft and open at night.

It is the refuge where man seeks rest on his march toward death.

It is a thing of awe.

It is the face of Medusa.

 

Here was one and what did she ask? Not love, nor jewels, but three unbelievable crimes.

 

A virtuous weakening could readily reduce a tragedy to the banality of normal existence.

 

Luminous, impalpable, supernatural, pure and naked, the vision floated above the stone, throbbing softly.

 

She took with her a human will in her mouth, like that little stolen rose whose stem she chewed.

 

Her feet remained still, her knees remained rigid and unparted, and slowly she turned her body upon her motionless hips. Rising above the sheath of her legs, her face and her two breasts were like three great flowers almost pink in the vase of her garment. She danced gravely with her head, her shoulders, and her beautiful twining arms.

 

No spectacle in nature, not the flaming western sky, the tempest at sea, the palm-trees, the thunder, the mirage, the mighty upheaval of the waters, seems worthy of admiration after one has seen the transformation of a woman in one’s arms. Demetrios gazed in a sort of religious terror at this fury of the goddess inherent in the feminine body, this transport inhabiting a being, this superhuman convulsion of which he was the direct cause, which he could exalt or repress at will, and which for the thousandth time amazed him.

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Important Legal Notice

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Well Understood

Well Understood

 

Interest and admiration

Be it well understood

Attracting and baffling

Privileges and casualties

Not clearly accounted for

The myriad representations

Of a very unwelcome kind

All slippery sloping

Across your surface

Do I have knowledge of that

Soon   in time   perhaps   never

My friend in the typewritten shirt

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What the Blind Girl Said

What the Blind Girl Said

1.) At one time I had normal vision. I had sight that was 20/400, which means that what you can see at twenty feet looked like it was four hundred feet away to me. But because of my retinas, I had to face total blindness by the time I was fourteen. At first it was rough. But then I tried to tell myself, Hey! You’re going to go blind. You will have no sight. You better get ready. So I did.

2.) I lived in Columbus until my Mom and Dad split up. My Mom moved to Florida and me and my Dad went back to Dayton. He also fell in love there, so we stayed. But then my Step-Mom was killed in a car accident.

3.) I got my spine screwed up in the accident. My sister had the vertebrae dislocated from her neck. It was a terrible accident.

4.) After the accident we weren’t allowed to go to church because Dad kind of blamed God for it. Then after almost ten years of never going into a church, one Sunday six months ago he went. Boy, was that a shock to the family.

5.) I still get bad coughs because I had a serious lung infection two years ago. They had to put me in the hospital. The Director of the Blind School visited me and said I hope the Good Lord decides to heal you. I said I hope he does too, because I want to get out of this bed! He got a real laugh out of that. Keep ‘em laughing, I say.

6.) I can’t wait to play the drums again. I’m a drummer in the band at the Blind School. I also sing in Glee Club, which isn’t too good because I have a cold right now. I’ll be very rusty on the drums. But I love music: Gospel, Blues, Folk and Rock. My hero’s Stevie Wonder. I figure if he can do it, so can I.

7.) My best friend was born with cancer. He had it in his head, so they had to remove his eyeballs. He wears sunglasses all the time.

8.) But he disappointed me so much recently. He got busted for marijuana. I warned him to stop his excessive indulgence in that area, but it didn’t work and he got busted. I don’t do any of that stuff myself, drugs or anything. I like life, and I figure why mess it up with drugs.

9.) I’m real sensitive to bright lights though. Boy, I guess I go to bed nearly every night with a splitting headache.

10.) I can’t go on airplanes either, because my eyes would pop out of my head on account of the pressure. I just found that out a year ago.

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